Family stress

Haiz... Once again I feel I been left behind again. No one understand my feeling.. I stress in work and back with stress. My heart is broken and tear. After married, my relationship with family become poorer. Sometime, when I back, it seen like I'm not suppose be there. Brother and sister act that too.. I'm wondering why it happen to me!! Married is wrong?? Married mean cut down all the relationship... Oh god!!!! Beside, I love my wife too.. Just sometime I need more care from her. I just need care, love and understanding... I'm feel stress and sad...  

Stress on my company trip

Omg... I'm so stress about my company trip. Actually I not feeling to go Bali with colleagues for company trip. This is because I been left behind and no one bothering me and I prefer staying and enjoying with my family, wife and my little baby. Unfortunately, company already booked the air ticket and I'm stress how to reject the trip.. God!! Help me up..