Massed up with myself

Sometimes I feel that something wrong somewhere else and just can feel our gap become bigger and further

I not so sure what is the actual problem which been identify is cause of my problem.

Just sometimes when feel lonely, I will feel mass up with myself and what happen to my relationship

Are the word: “I miss you”, “I love you” and etc is so so so difficult to tell or just you feel I’m nothing for you

Can someone feel my feeling? Sorry for let myself emotion here. I love you